dear my louis,
i don't really know where to start this letter since i've never written one before it's probably going to be disastrous and all over the place, but i'm going to try really hard to make this letter show you how much i love you even though i think that's impossible to put into words. and i love you a lot, a lot. i still hope you like my effort c:
well it's been nearly three months since we've been dating and two days ago marked three months of knowing each other. i think we're just about the lamest / weirdest / cutest couple in my opinion, remembering the day we met. i still remember that day. my internet shut off for a few hours and i was really sad because i didn't get to talk to you and i don't know if you knew that, but you do now. and i was thinking about this before and i mentioned it to you, but we didn't get into a discussion about it or anything but i think we're different from other couples. we don't talk all day every day which is perfectly fine with me and i don't mind at all even though you feel bad about it, it really is fine. i think it's kind of nice how we fell into this schedule where we both know what times of the day the both of us will be online and about how long we have to talk before one of us has to leave again. and your goodnight messages make my day. those few sentences make me blush and give me butterflies even though you've been doing them for three months now, i still love them. speaking of blushing and butterflies it makes me so happy knowing i can still make you blush and you can still make me blush. people talk about the honeymoon phase type of thing, and how it ends quickly especially on here, but i still feel like we're in that phase months later and when we first started dating i was so worried that it would the phase would end quickly because i loved it so much, obviously i was wrong since here we are ninety-two days later and you still make the the good type of nervous and chuck my phone across the room. especially the nicknames you give me make me smile all the time i don't even know if you realize that. i try to give you nicknames just as good but i don't think they ever are. and i like just randomly telling you that i love you so you never forget it, i don't see how you could though since i remind you every second of every minute basically, but you also say it just as much which makes me feel like i'm not so crazy, or maybe we're both just crazy but i'd rather be crazy with you over anybody else.
i think we work so well together because our personalities are so different. you like to be loud and i'm quiet and you're athletic and i'm the complete opposite but it's good how we're not the same person at all. maybe that's why we've never had a fight, because we're so different. also the fact that thinking about yelling at you makes me want to cry i'd rather yell at a little puppy then you. our only fights are the ones about who loves who more. but the other day when you thought i was mad at you and you said you were so scared that i was, made me really happy which probably is kind of weird, but it just made me feel like you're just as scared of me being mad at you as i am of you being mad at me. i just never want to let you down and i want to be the perfect husband to you since you are to me. you are literally perfect even though i know you won't believe me, but i don't want you to argue with me this time okay. you make me smile when nobody else can and laugh and blush and make me feel loved and cared about all the time there's not ever a time where i doubt how you feel about me and i hope you never ever doubt how i feel about you. i just love you so much i wish there was a way to express it better then this letter, but i don't know how just yet, but i will one day. but you're literally everything to me, not only my husband but my best friend, my other half and my partner. and honestly the thought of losing you is unbearable it makes me want to cry thinking about it so i'm just going to stop. i know i can always come to you with anything and i do and you just listen and help me out. i think we both got lucky that we found each other so quickly and agreed on taking things slow since i'm not sure a lot of people would, but i think taking it slow was the best decision we ever made. and i knew you loved me before you even it said it that day after the zoo because i could feel how much you loved me even though we had never said it to each other before, i think we both just knew. then nearly a month ago we got married even though we didn't really know what we were doing like most things we kind of just wing it, but it worked out in the end.
i'm wasn't really sure how to end this letter / paragraph thing but i'm just going to remind you again how much i love you.
i love you so much it hurts and everything you do and say makes me so happy and i fall in love with you more every single day. you have no idea what you do to me and even just one message from you can put me in a good mood. the things you say make me feel all giddy like we're on our first date all over again. you're so different from any other person i know in an amazing way it keeps things exciting and new between us. you're perfect and the best person anybody could ask for and i wonder every day why i was the lucky one to be able to call you mine and kiss you and hug you and cuddle you whenever i want to, but i am so glad i was. i love you so so much louis.
lots and lots of love,